1. why do you not post much anymore?

    Life has just been crazy!!

  2. #sotired #snuggled #hazeleyes #inneedofcuddles

    #sotired #snuggled #hazeleyes #inneedofcuddles

  3. I know that you’re happy

    I just wish you’d be happier with me

  4. #zipline #marblemountain #lesstalkmorezip #fun one of the funnest things I’ve ever done in my life!!!! I will do it a million times over!

    #zipline #marblemountain #lesstalkmorezip #fun one of the funnest things I’ve ever done in my life!!!! I will do it a million times over!

  5. #highropes #badass #lookatmego #fun

    #highropes #badass #lookatmego #fun

  6. Worked 11 hours, and the days not over. Moved on and only moving up from here. #workhard #hairstylist #tryme

    Worked 11 hours, and the days not over. Moved on and only moving up from here. #workhard #hairstylist #tryme

  7. Did this beautiful updo today one of two in a row #hairstylist #updo #talent #skills #soproud #upandcoming

    Did this beautiful updo today one of two in a row #hairstylist #updo #talent #skills #soproud #upandcoming

  8. Short hair don’t care finally touched up my locks #hairstylist #selfcut #skills #blond #razorcut

    Short hair don’t care finally touched up my locks #hairstylist #selfcut #skills #blond #razorcut

  9. So many different emotions

    There’s so much shit going on in my life right now and I myself am doing well yes I’m finally respecting my body working hard at work and keeping it together. I’m seeing ish this awesome girl. I wrote a letter I have to mail to my parents and it’s killing me I want to set fire to the walls that I’ve aloud to hold me back for so long. My little sister is sick and not like a little like cough blood cuz her stomach lining can hardly handle the medication meant to help clot her blood and keep her alive. She has a nourishment tube but she’s fighting and while it’s so hard to see she is my rock thy girl inspires me and is always there love is thicker then water. Blood doesn’t mean anything. One of my older sisters doesn’t talk to me and we used to be so tight but one day maybe we’ll meand. My other older sister stops by for messages for money she’s lost custody of her kids and keeps falling off the face of the earth pushing my mother closer to relapsing after 8 years clean. The father of my child is bipolar throwing out lovely words like cunt joke and telling me to grow up. My best friend nearly left me hanging and I’m just going to let it go I have a family and I will provide and be the only foundation I need. When you’re all someone has you figure it out. My health problems are getting worse but I’ve been back at the gym and I’m hoping I won’t need physio therapy my work is my passion and I can’t lose it. I’ve been told by so many people that I’m too much and too hard to handle and of that I’m sure but I’m enough for me and I’m learning to love myself and figure things out on my
    own it’s not that I won’t depend on people I just love knowing I can and I will do it on my own.

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The things i wish i could say but usually can't this is my outlet don't like it don't read it... everyone needs to escape sometimes...Poetry makes my crazy sound beautiful

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